So it's really weird how the closer I get to leaving, the less and less I have to do...it's like getting more and more boring pretty much!  Like i'm done with work, no more church responsibilities really, and so....there is some quality family time goin on over here lemme tell you  lol. 

Last night I hung out with Ali and Edward while everyone else went on dates!! It was crazy! lol, we went to bww and they didn't even want to go to coldstone, even crazier!! But we made the most sick nasty (in a good way) sundaes (with rainbow sprinkles!!!) so it was all goood!  AND they even wanted to watch CAREBEARS!!!! Sooo we had an amazing night together, hehe

I finished this amazing book yesterday, and I love this quote!!

"Jesus is extending His hand to you.  He is inviting to dance with Him.  He asks, "May I have this dance . . . every day of your life?"  His gaze is fixed on you.  He is captivated by your beauty.  He is smiling.  He cares nothing of the opinion of others.  He is standing.  He will lead.  He waits for your response."  

hey hey...soo i have 20 more days of summer left!!! aaaah!!! well, actually, technically i have like 28 days of summer left...idk, no mucho though!  I'm learning a lot lately...mostly the hard way, unfortunately!  I wish I could just not be human and always trust God no matter what!  It was really cool today b/c I was kinda depressed and sad and junk and I read my devotion and first off the title was Hope For the Blues!!  And this was like the main verses part:

Find rest, O my soul, in God alone; my hope comes from Him.  He alone is my rock and my salvation; He is my fortress, I will not be shaken.  My salcation and my honor depend on God;  He is my mighty rock, my refuge.  Trust in Him at all times, O people; pour out your hearts to Him, for God is our refuge!!!!!

Psalm 62: 5-8

Pretty much amazing!  Even when we mess up God is there and forgiving!! Psalm 125 is also pretty beautiful!! Well, I am like so confused right now...this song is just playing over and over in my head...

"Wishes" -- Superchic[k]

The saddest thing is you could be anything, that you could want.
We could've been everything, but now we're not.
Now it's not anything at all.
The hardest part was getting this close to you
and giving up this dream I built with you.
A fairy tale that isn't coming true.
You've got some growing up to do.

*CHORUS*
I wish we could have worked it out.
I wish I didn't have these doubts,
I wish I didn't have to wonder just what you are doing now.
I wish I didn't know inside
That it won't work out for you and I.
I wish that I could stop this wishing and just say my last goodbye.

After all the things you put me through,
tell me why I'm still in love with you.
And why am I, why am I still waiting for your call?
You broke my heart, I'm taking it back from you.
And taking back the life I gave to you.
Life goes on before and after you.
I've got some growing up to do.

*CHORUS*

Goodbye, Goodbye, It's time I say my last goodbye.

*CHORUS*

Goodbye, Goodbye, It's time I say my last goodbye.

oh my goodness!! I am in LOVE!!!!! That is right....we have our friends mercedes convertible for the weekend and it is SO MUCH FUN!!!!!!! For serious....wow!  If I was a doctor and had a stressful day that would make me so happy to ride in that car home!! I would be stinkin happy by the time I got home!!!!  AAAH!!!!!! Anyways, soo I'm takin people out tomorrow...if ya wanna come, dial my number babes!!!! lol

Today was sweetness!!! Went to woodfield and had a sweet awesome time tryin on clothes and takin pictures, lol!  Bought PD a hoodie in the middle of august....on a 95 degree day....lol, buuut it was hilarious and a sweet hoody soo hey what the heck!!  lol, aaaand I'm goin to chi town tonight with a couple friends....wicked sweet!!! Although, I'm wearing my prom dress...and I don't know how I feel about wearing that again  buuut it's gonna be fun anyways!!! woowooo!!!!!

Aright....well, even though it would be like amazing to be rich and drive a mercedes and all that....what does it even matter??? It totally doesnt!!! Thank GOD!!!!!!!!!!!  Anyways, it's still fun to dream and to pretend!!!

LOVE!!

Hi hi hi!!!!!  Happy Tuesday everbody  IT IS SOOO HOT OUTSIDE!!!!!! Amazing...if you don't have to work outside.  Isn't it funny how it's ok to be outside when it's sunny if you don't HAVE to be out there...but as soon as like you are forced to the sun just becomes like 10 x's hotter!!! I dunno, that's what it seems like to meee anyway!  Well, soo I saw John Tucker Must Die, and I loved it!!!! HAHAHAAA, oh yes....and the hott boys were definitely just a plus, cause it was a hilarious movie! lol, good times that night....the twins and i took pictures on the princess train in downtown elmhurst and we got to harass luke and will (and david a lil bit) all night, so ya know...it was pretty hilarious  

Hmmm I went to the dentist today, and I totally loved the lady that worked on me.  She told me I have beautiful teeth, and so that made my day, hehe.  BUt then again, I am getting my wisdom teeth out next wednesday!!! AAAAH!!!!! I mean, not really scared...juuust not looking forward to it, ya know. 

Soo my advice for today is don't ever EVER EVERRRRR stop drinking anything at all for even a lil bit today!!!!  Come to my house if you can to swim b/c it is so hot.....aaaand I forget what else....oh well, LOVE!!!!!  

Currently Listening Smile, It's the End of the World By Hawk Nelson idk, number 10!! see related

Heeeey!  Hmmm, so today I went to my sisters company picnic with her, and everyone thought we were twins....lol, aaand the food was MAZING and now I am sick from it...but it was worth it, lol. Even though we ended up not playing softball with the older folks, it was good to spend time with my sister

Sooo anyways...lately ive just been making things for kids klub...like hearts, that don't really look like hearts, ya know, stuff like that! ha!  I woulda liked being an artist, ya know...dressing all grungy cool and having paint all over you all the time, that's some sweet stuff, gotta love it!  Anyways, if you haven't guessed, I've been painting a lot lately....and all painting does to me is make me, well, hungry! lol

Hmmm soo I'm really trying to make my mom think I'm busy right now....aaand sooo ya, that's why I'm kinda talking about nothing....BUT BUT I am gonna see The Devil Wears Prada in like 2 hours and that greatly excites me! hehe!  ya ya man, pretty sick nasty sweet!!! Hmmmmm I feel like summers slowing goin by and like I haven't even been to the beach yet, sooo if anyones up for going downtown leeets a go!!!  Also, Hawk Nelson are my heroes.....aaaand I love Jesus!